Day 1 The Confession

It has been so long since I wrote. I didn't want to become this person. But here I am. I will catch myself before I fall to far.

I have gained 25 pounds since the fall.

Twenty Five freaking pounds.

I eat basically whatever I want and workout hardly ever.


Don't get me wrong, I did do my half marathon. I still have run in countless 5k races. But I didn't post them. I even ran my half in a sweeeet dress and dyed my hair red to look like Merida in the Disney movie Brave. But I didn't post. Why didn't I post?

Because. Because I wasn't putting my all into it. Because I knew I wasn't doing *my* best. Or even half my best. I failed myself.

So here I am at the lost and found. I found the 25 pounds I had lost and hoping I don't find any more. Today I start over. Or continue to start again. I weighed myself yesterday and took measurements. I will be healthy! I will have a blast.

And I will post about it. Every.Single.Day.

Today was my confession. I am going to a friend's house and trying out a beachbody  video. I heard it is crazy hard, but I don't want something easy. I have a fridge stocked with leafy greens. I am ready.